Tuesday 20 January 2009

Getting back on my feet.....



Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. ~ Frank Outlaw




Hey everyone. How's everyone doin?

It's been too long since I last posted. I've just been going through some stuff and lost track of a few things, but hopefully I'll be around more often from now on.

Truth is, I've been hurt bad by someone who I never thought was capable of hurting me. Aint that always the way? After 6 months, it all boils down to this.

So many lies!

I gave my heart completely and was willing to change my life, but that just wasn't good enough. Thing is, I can't hate him, no matter how hard I try. I'm so in love, it hurts. I hate myself for letting this happen.

I literally couldn't give any more of myself than what I did. I feel like I've been kicked in the stomach.

He was the reason for this video, as it's one of his favourite songs.


So thanks to all of you for being patient with me, and I've appreciated the 'where are you?' emails. Thanks so much for caring. You guys are the best.

Hope you're all well, and happy new year!

I'll let Cher speak for me here. She hits it on the head!
xxxx