'New Beginnings'

Entry 1

 

 

I HAVE RETURNED!!!! lol!

          

 

Incase you have no idea who I am and have just discovered me, then this is me shamelessly posing for the first entry of my new journal.^ I wanted an artsy look....Hmmm, dunno if it worked..LOL!

 

Now, if you DO know me already, then..........

 

 

HELLO!!

 

If you're reading this, I'm glad 'cos that means I managed to let you all know that I've changed aol screen names. Well infact, I totally changed accounts! I am no longer an aol customer. I'm logged on here as a guest using my Stepdad's wireless networking thingy.

Basically, it just means that I no longer have the AOL bills anymore, but I can still write my journal.

 

I've recently moved back into my Mum's place until I get back on my feet, and I thought I'd be able to use the internet on my PC without problem, but for some reason, as my brother's in my old house now, everytime he went online, it would boot me off aol completely, even though he doesn't even use aol!

 

I then found out that he was booting me off INTENTIONALLY to prove a point. Like, 'If I want to go online, you have to stay off until I'm finished' kinda thing. That kinda REALLY pissed me off. Not only did he want and take my house, he takes my internet too? No bloody way, so as the internet connection in my old house was mine and I was still paying for it, I cancelled it today, no questions asked. Problem solved....for me anyways. My somewhat devious brother has some sorting out to do. My heart bleeds.

 

Anyways, I'm waiting to hear back from a place that I handed an application form into the other day. It's only a supermarket thing called 'Tesco's', but it's a job and it's always easier to find work while you're already in a job, so that's my plan. I'm sending for my provisional license next week hopefully, so soon after that, I'm starting my driving lessons. I'm confident. I know I can do it if I can just keep a cool head about things.

 

Remember 'Ross' from 'Madison 5'? Well he's coming here tomorrow for a singing session. Apparently, 'Madison 5' is dying of death as another member left, so he's unhappy and wants to team up with me. Funny how things turn out right? lol!

 

I'm so excited about life lately. As I mentioned before, me and Anthony are starting again with our relationship. We're going out on our 'First Date' next week. I'm taking him to the cinema and we're going for a meal. When we split up, I realised everything that we never did. You know, we never had ONE single date before we got together?! We met, got together the day after, and then slept at each other's houses every night for 5 years! That was it. No romance, no walking to the door and waiting for a kiss goodnight, no buying of the odd red rose after a date, just.... nothing, so this time, I'm gonna do it right, and I can't wait!

 

Losing the house and splitting with Anthony has given me a whole new lease of life and I can't control myself. I'm gonna join the gym soon (or just go regularly) and also learn how to swim at our local baths. That's one thing that's always subtley bothered me in the back of my head, so I'm gonna bite the bullet and dive in head first (pardon the pun).lol!

 

Also, I have a bloody eye infection this week. It's driving me mental, all swollen and red and stuff...grrrr!!

 

Here's an old favourite of mine that I recently re-discovered. These are the opening titles...Brilliant show!

 

I LURRRRVE this song!

 

 

            

 

 

 

 

Anyways, I'm really rambling here, so I'll be off until next time, but thanks for reading and I hope you're all well,

 

Ste

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