Since last night, I've been enroled as a member of the 'Official Bitch club' by Donna and also gained an award from our Lyn for being a 'Rockin man blogger'! Thanks girls!!! They mean a lot to me and have really cheered me up today.
Well, I'm working again in a few hours as I'm covering a shift for Natalie at work. She's asked everyone over the last 2 weeks to cover her shift as she's going away to London for a few days, but nobody was able to do it. How could I say no? lol!
Feeling a bit stressed today as Mum's husband is obsessing about money. We're doing our best to make sure we pay our way and finish paying off money which we owe to Mum and Adrian, but our efforts never seem to be enough for him. Always nitpicking...always obsessing about EVERY single penny...constantly down my throat and I just can't handle it! It's making my life miserable and I hate feeling HATE!
Earlier today for example, it's my grandma's birthday today and I haven't been able to go out and get her anything, so as Mum had bought her quite a few things, I asked if I could buy one of them from her to give to grandma from me and Anthony. I chose this new 4 disc Rod Stewart album which was £10. I then transferred £20 from my bank account and into Mum's. £10 for what I owe her for the Rod Stewart album, and £10 for my bus fare to work as I have no money on me. I heard her explain this to Adrian, and he said 'I want to check your bank account first', implying that I hadn't really given her any money at all! I mean, AS IF I would lie and rip my own Mum off! I'm disgusted and can't believe he thinks I'm capable of doing that to my own Mother. Who the hell does he think I am?! I can't see me being here much longer, cos if I stay, there will probably be more trouble, and none of us need it. Gawd, I just wish I had some sort of a plan, cos the way I'm feeling, I'd pack up and move to bloody Mexico if I could..ANYWHERE but here!
Anyways, I'm listening to Shania now, and you know that she always cheers me up, so I'm rockin my ass off!! WOO HOO! LOL!
Anyways, hope you're all well, catch ya later!